{"id":2295,"date":"2011-07-26T20:34:14","date_gmt":"2011-07-26T16:34:14","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/shahidov.com\/en\/?p=2295"},"modified":"2020-03-11T21:46:18","modified_gmt":"2020-03-11T17:46:18","slug":"oluml%c9%99-dialoq","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/shahidov.com\/en\/?p=2295","title":{"rendered":"\u00d6L\u00dcML\u018f D\u0130ALOQ"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong><a href=\"https:\/\/shahidov.com\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sema.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-full wp-image-2366\" title=\"sema\" src=\"https:\/\/shahidov.com\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sema.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"100\" height=\"80\" srcset=\"https:\/\/shahidov.com\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sema.jpg 100w, https:\/\/shahidov.com\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sema-60x48.jpg 60w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 100px) 100vw, 100px\" \/><\/a>&#8230;\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc bu q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0259mimi v\u0259 \u0259dal\u0259tli bilmirdim<\/strong><br \/>\nYay ay\u0131 oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 hal\u0131m yox idi. \u0130stid\u0259n t\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259 idim, t\u0259zyiqim d\u0259 narahat edirdi m\u0259ni. B\u0259zi xo\u015fag\u0259lm\u0259z hadis\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 kefimi bir q\u0259d\u0259r pozmu\u015fdu. Bir az uzanmaq q\u0259rar\u0131na g\u0259ldim. <!--more-->Hiss el\u0259dim ki, g\u00f6zl\u0259rim yumulur, yatmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Bir anl\u0131q d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, \u00f6ls\u0259m, n\u0259 ba\u015f ver\u0259r? G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, \u00f6l\u00fcm m\u0259ni q\u0259bul ed\u0259rmi? El\u0259 bu an g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda a\u011f r\u0259ngli bir t\u00fcst\u00fcy\u0259 ox\u015fayan bir varl\u0131q dayand\u0131. O q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259l idi ki, adam\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri qama\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<br \/>\nBir bax\u0131\u015fla vuruldum bu varl\u0131\u011fa. S\u0259n dem\u0259 bu \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fc imi\u015f. Onunla bir-iki k\u0259lm\u0259lik dialoqum da ba\u015f tutdu. \u00c7ox s\u0259mimi g\u0259ldi m\u0259n\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn fikirl\u0259ri, duy\u011fular\u0131 v\u0259 intellekti:<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcm: N\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015firs\u0259n, cavan o\u011flan?<br \/>\nM\u0259n: \u00c7a\u015f-ba\u015f qalm\u0131\u015fam, niy\u0259 g\u0259lmis\u0259n? M\u0259ni aparma\u011fa?<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcm: Yox, h\u0259l\u0259 vaxt\u0131n deyil. H\u0259l\u0259 ya\u015fa.<br \/>\nM\u0259n: B\u0259s niy\u0259 g\u0259lmis\u0259n onda? Niy\u0259 m\u0259ni narahat edirs\u0259n?<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcm: S\u0259n tez-tez m\u0259nim haqq\u0131mda fikirl\u0259\u015firs\u0259n, haqq\u0131mda \u015feirl\u0259r yaz\u0131rsan, m\u0259qal\u0259l\u0259r q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 al\u0131rsan. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, n\u0259 ist\u0259yir bu cavan o\u011flan m\u0259nd\u0259n.<br \/>\nM\u0259n: Hans\u0131 \u015feirimi oxumusan?<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcm: Bir \u015feirin var, ad\u0131 bel\u0259dir \u2013 \u201c\u00d6l\u00fcm, s\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m, n\u0259 vaxtd\u0131r\u201d<br \/>\nM\u0259n: Xo\u015fuva g\u0259ldi?<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcm: Pis deyil, amma daha istedadl\u0131 \u015fairl\u0259ri aparm\u0131\u015fam o d\u00fcnyaya.<br \/>\nM\u0259n: \u00dczr ist\u0259yir\u0259m, s\u00f6z\u00fcv\u00fc k\u0259sir\u0259m. S\u0259nc\u0259, m\u0259n \u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259 layiq\u0259m?<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcm: H\u0259l\u0259 s\u0259nin bar\u0259nd\u0259 hesablama aparmam\u0131\u015fam. Etdiyin \u0259m\u0259ll\u0259r yaz\u0131l\u0131r. G\u00f6r\u0259k sonda nec\u0259 olur.<br \/>\nM\u0259n: Des\u0259m ki, adam \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m, inanarsan?<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcm: Yox.<br \/>\nM\u0259n: Des\u0259m ki, adam d\u00f6ym\u00fc\u015f\u0259m, inanarsan?<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcm: Yox.<br \/>\nM\u0259n: Des\u0259m ki, o\u011furluq etmi\u015f\u0259m, inanarsan?<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcm: Yox.<br \/>\nM\u0259n: Des\u0259m ki, bir k\u00f6rp\u0259ni 3 g\u00fcn \u0259sir kimi saxlam\u0131\u015fam, inanarsan?<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcm: Yox. S\u0259n bunlara qadir deyils\u0259n. S\u0259n \u00e7ox h\u0259ssas adamsan. S\u0259n bir ziyal\u0131san.<br \/>\nM\u0259n: Bel\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u0259n? Yan\u0131lm\u0131rsan ki?!<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcm: M\u0259n s\u0259ni kitab kimi oxuyuram. Olar, m\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 sual verim?<br \/>\nM\u0259n: Buyur.<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcm: Niy\u0259 tez-tez a\u011flay\u0131rsan?<br \/>\nM\u0259n: M\u0259n a\u011flam\u0131ram, m\u0259n ki\u015fiy\u0259m!<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcm: Yalan dan\u0131\u015fma!<br \/>\nM\u0259n: Tutal\u0131m ki, a\u011flay\u0131ram. S\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259?!<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcm: Niy\u0259 t\u0259ks\u0259n h\u0259yatda?!<br \/>\nM\u0259n: Allah bel\u0259 ist\u0259yib. O, m\u0259ni h\u0259yata t\u0259k-t\u0259nha g\u0259tirib.<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcm: Allah\u0131n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na inan\u0131rsan?<br \/>\nM\u0259n: Allah yoxdursa, s\u0259n n\u0259 g\u0259zirs\u0259n burada?!<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcm: M\u0259nc\u0259, s\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 adamsan.<br \/>\nM\u0259n: S\u0259n he\u00e7 adam tan\u0131yan deyilmi\u015fs\u0259n.<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcm: Ya da g\u00fccl\u00fc aktyorluq istedad\u0131n var.<br \/>\nM\u0259n: Yax\u015f\u0131, \u00f6l\u00fcm. \u00c7\u0131x get, imkan ver, rahat yataq. Bir d\u0259 bo\u015f-bo\u015funa g\u0259lib h\u0259y\u0259canland\u0131rma m\u0259ni bir d\u0259.<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcm: Az dan\u0131\u015f. M\u0259n\u0259 qalsa, s\u0259ni bu d\u0259qiq\u0259 apararam, amma Allah\u0131n icaz\u0259si olmadan ixtiyar\u0131m yoxdur.<br \/>\nM\u0259n: M\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259 apar\u0131b neyl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n ki?!<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcm: S\u0259nd\u0259n insanlar\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn istifad\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259m. S\u0259nd\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 k\u00f6m\u0259k\u00e7i tapa bilm\u0259r\u0259m.<br \/>\nM\u0259n: B\u0259s deyirdin, m\u0259nim adam \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259yim\u0259 inanm\u0131rsan.<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcm: S\u00f6zd\u00fcr d\u0259 deyir\u0259m, bizi minl\u0259rl\u0259 oxucu oxuyur indi.<br \/>\nBunu deyib \u00f6l\u00fcm g\u00f6zd\u0259n itdi. Bir q\u0259d\u0259r fikirl\u0259\u015fdim ki, niy\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm bel\u0259 dedi. Amma \u00f6z\u00fc bil\u0259r. N\u0259 olsun ki, \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u00fcr. \u0130ndi d\u00fcnyan\u0131n insanlar\u0131 kimi \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc d\u0259 s\u0259rs\u0259ml\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259r. H\u0259m d\u0259 gec\u0259 vaxt\u0131d\u0131r, y\u0259qin c\u0259nab \u00d6l\u00fcm d\u0259 yor\u011fundur, a\u011fz\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259ni dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r&#8230; ya da ki, i\u00e7kilidir!<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u018fhm\u0259d \u015eahidov<br \/>\nahmad@shahidov.com<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8230;\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc bu q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0259mimi v\u0259 \u0259dal\u0259tli bilmirdim Yay ay\u0131 oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 hal\u0131m yox idi. \u0130stid\u0259n t\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259 idim, t\u0259zyiqim d\u0259 narahat edirdi m\u0259ni. B\u0259zi xo\u015fag\u0259lm\u0259z hadis\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 kefimi bir&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2366,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[236,5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2295","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-articles","category-article"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/shahidov.com\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sema.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/shahidov.com\/en\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2295","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/shahidov.com\/en\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/shahidov.com\/en\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shahidov.com\/en\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shahidov.com\/en\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2295"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/shahidov.com\/en\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2295\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12459,"href":"https:\/\/shahidov.com\/en\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2295\/revisions\/12459"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shahidov.com\/en\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/2366"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/shahidov.com\/en\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2295"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shahidov.com\/en\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2295"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shahidov.com\/en\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2295"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}