{"id":638,"date":"2009-10-28T01:41:06","date_gmt":"2009-10-27T22:41:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/shahidov.com\/en\/?p=638"},"modified":"2020-03-11T21:46:40","modified_gmt":"2020-03-11T17:46:40","slug":"kimliyini-unutmuslar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/shahidov.com\/en\/?p=638","title":{"rendered":"K\u0130ML\u0130Y\u0130N\u0130 UNUTMU\u015eLAR&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Onlar\u0131 \u201cV\u0259t\u0259n xaini\u201d adland\u0131rmaq d\u00fczg\u00fcn olmazd\u0131, onlar sad\u0259c\u0259 b\u0259db\u0259xtl\u0259rdir!<\/strong><br \/>\nOn g\u00fcnd\u00fcr ki, Moskvadan qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fam. T\u0259hsiliml\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 s\u0259kkiz g\u00fcn Moskvada qalas\u0131 oldum. Bu m\u00fcdd\u0259t \u0259rzind\u0259 Moskvan\u0131 xeyli g\u0259zdim.\u00a0H\u0259m bu n\u0259h\u0259ng \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin infrastrukturu, g\u00f6rm\u0259li yerl\u0259ri il\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f oldum, h\u0259m d\u0259 rus mill\u0259t\u00e7il\u0259rinin \u201c\u00e7orn\u0131y\u201d adland\u0131rd\u0131qlar\u0131 v\u0259 sevm\u0259dikl\u0259ri Qafqaz xalqlar\u0131na, o c\u00fcml\u0259d\u0259n az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131lara olan m\u00fcnasib\u0259tin \u015fahidi oldum. <!--more-->Lakin burada t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u00fc bir \u015fey g\u00f6rm\u0259dim. \u00c7\u00fcnki, ruslar\u0131n xisl\u0259ti m\u0259hz budur. H\u0259l\u0259 I Pyotrdan qalm\u0131\u015f v\u0259siyy\u0259td\u0259 d\u0259 deyilir ki, \u201cRusiya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fs\u0131n Qafqaz\u0131 \u0259sar\u0259td\u0259 saxlas\u0131n!\u201d Lakin m\u0259ni Moskvada tamamil\u0259 ba\u015fqa \u015fey m\u0259yus etdi. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fcz&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ham\u0131ya m\u0259lumdur ki, Rusiyada 3 milyona yax\u0131n az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131r. Onlar\u0131n \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259ti bazarlarda ticar\u0259tl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011fuldur. \u015e\u0259xs\u0259n m\u0259n az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131lar\u0131n bazarlarda ticar\u0259tl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olmalar\u0131na pis baxm\u0131ram. Buna da bacar\u0131q laz\u0131md\u0131r. H\u0259tta ruslar\u0131n \u00f6zl\u0259ri d\u0259 bazarlarda m\u0259hz az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131lar\u0131n satd\u0131qlar\u0131 \u0259rzaqlar\u0131 alma\u011fa \u00fcst\u00fcnl\u00fck verirl\u0259r. D\u00fczd\u00fcr, tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 ziyal\u0131lar\u0131 da Rusiyada f\u0259aliyy\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rirl\u0259r. \u0130ndinin \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u0259 ruslar Araz A\u011falarov, M\u00fcsl\u00fcm Maqomayev, Zir\u0259ddin Rzayev kimi tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131lar\u0131n f\u0259aliyy\u0259tini y\u00fcks\u0259k qiym\u0259tl\u0259ndirir v\u0259 onlar\u0131 \u00f6zl\u0259ri kimi sevirl\u0259r. Rusiyan\u0131n n\u00fcfuzlu t\u0259hsil m\u00fc\u0259ssis\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 xeyi az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 m\u00fc\u0259llim v\u0259 professorlar d\u0259rs deyir. Lakin m\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yimi a\u011fr\u0131dan Moskvada rastla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m v\u0259 on g\u00fcn ke\u00e7m\u0259sin\u0259 baxmayaraq, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 gec\u0259l\u0259r m\u0259ni yatma\u011fa qoymayan bir hadis\u0259dir.<\/p>\n<p>Moskvada olark\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fc, qula\u011f\u0131m is\u0259 do\u011fma k\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259rin sora\u011f\u0131nda idi. Yax\u0131n dostlar\u0131m da sa\u011f olsunlar. M\u0259ni dar\u0131xma\u011fa qoymurdular. Dem\u0259k olar ki, h\u0259r g\u00fcn m\u0259\u015fhur restoranlarda yem\u0259k yeyirdik. Ad\u0259ti \u00fczr\u0259 yen\u0259 d\u0259 restorana yem\u0259k yem\u0259y\u0259 gedirdik. Xahi\u015f el\u0259dim ki, m\u0259ni az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131lar\u0131n \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 restorana g\u00f6t\u00fcrs\u00fcnl\u0259r. H\u0259m xeyiri \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcnk\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259 ver\u0259k, h\u0259m d\u0259 milli yem\u0259yimizd\u0259n dad\u0131b milli musiqimiz\u0259 qulaq asaq. Tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f bir restorana g\u0259ldik \u2013 \u201cOqni Vostoka\u201d adlan\u0131rd\u0131. Az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131lar\u0131n restoran\u0131 idi, i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259ki atmosferd\u0259n do\u011fma V\u0259t\u0259nin iyini duydum. \u0130\u015f\u00e7il\u0259r, ofisiantlar \u2013 ham\u0131s\u0131 az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 idi. Dostlar\u0131mla bir masa arxas\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdik. Bir q\u0259d\u0259r yey\u0259nd\u0259n sonra m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nni diqq\u0259timi \u00e7\u0259kdi. Bizimkin\u0259 ox\u015fam\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130lahi, bu, ola bilm\u0259z! M\u00fc\u011f\u0259nni erm\u0259ni idi. A\u011fz\u0131mdak\u0131 tik\u0259 bo\u011faz\u0131mdan ke\u00e7m\u0259di, qaytar\u0131b qaba qoydum. Dostlar\u0131m m\u0259nim v\u0259t\u0259np\u0259rv\u0259r oldu\u011fumu bildiyind\u0259n, d\u0259rhal m\u0259ni ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r v\u0259 m\u0259ni sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. Dem\u0259y\u0259 s\u00f6z tapm\u0131rd\u0131m. \u201c\u018fhm\u0259d, \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015fm\u0259, Moskvada az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131lar\u0131n restoranlar\u0131nda ancaq erm\u0259ni m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nnil\u0259r oxuyurlar. Bu, adi \u015feydir.\u201d dey\u0259 dostlar\u0131mdan biri m\u0259n\u0259 bildirdi. Bunu e\u015fitc\u0259k bir q\u0259d\u0259r istil\u0259ndim. Penc\u0259yimi \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131b stulumun arxas\u0131na ke\u00e7irdim. Burada bir yaln\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n oldu\u011funu z\u0259nn edib d\u0259rhal ofisiant\u0131 yan\u0131ma \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m. Ofisiant\u0131n sin\u0259sind\u0259 ad\u0131 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131&#8230; \u0130ntiqam idi.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ntiqam m\u0259niml\u0259 rusca dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 oldu\u011fumu \u00f6z do\u011fma dilimizd\u0259 ona \u00e7atd\u0131rd\u0131m. Amma yen\u0259 d\u0259 rusca m\u0259nd\u0259n \u00fczr ist\u0259di v\u0259 yaln\u0131z rusca dan\u0131\u015fa bil\u0259c\u0259yini dedi. Art\u0131q \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015firdim. Sif\u0259timin q\u0131p-q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 oldu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcnc\u0259, astadan \u201cBuyurun, n\u0259 ist\u0259yiniz var?\u201d dedi. Dedim \u201cQarda\u015f\u0131m, niy\u0259 rusca dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan?! Ax\u0131 s\u0259n d\u0259, m\u0259n d\u0259 az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131y\u0131q!\u201d Hiss edirdim ki, \u0130ntiqam n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kinir. Ondan m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nninin milliyy\u0259tini soru\u015fdum. Erm\u0259ni oldu\u011funu dedi. Ba\u015f\u0131ma el\u0259 bil qaynar su t\u00f6kd\u00fcl\u0259r. Dedim, a ki\u015fi, az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131n\u0131n restoran\u0131nda erm\u0259ni m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nninin n\u0259 i\u015fi var?! Dedi, bizd\u0259 bel\u0259dir! \u0130ntiqam\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u201carqumenti\u201d d\u0259 var idi. Bildirdi ki, bu restorana t\u0259kc\u0259 az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131lar deyil, erm\u0259nil\u0259r d\u0259 g\u0259lir. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259, erm\u0259ni m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nni burada \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Fikirl\u0259\u015fdim ki, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259yik, burada erm\u0259ni-az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 m\u00fcharib\u0259si a\u00e7maq d\u00fczg\u00fcn deyil. Qoy erm\u0259nil\u0259r d\u0259 g\u0259lsin bizim restoran\u0131m\u0131za, z\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259nib getsinl\u0259r. Qap\u0131dan qovmayacay\u0131q ki?! Nec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r \u201cBizim xalq\u0131m\u0131z \u00e7ox qonaqp\u0259rv\u0259r xalqd\u0131r\u201d, nec\u0259 ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259lalar da m\u0259hz bu qonaqp\u0259rv\u0259rlikd\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za g\u0259lib. Amma erm\u0259ni m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nninin bizim restoranda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131 art\u0131q d\u00f6z\u00fclm\u0259z idi. Amma \u0259n d\u00f6z\u00fclm\u0259zi h\u0259l\u0259 qabaqdaym\u0131\u015f! Odur ki, diqq\u0259tl\u0259 qulaq as\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6yr\u0259ndim ki, bu restoranda bir n\u0259f\u0259r m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nni i\u015fl\u0259yir, o da erm\u0259nidir, az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nni yoxdur, \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259. Qon\u015fu masadan bir cavan o\u011flan durdu m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nniy\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 \u201cCan bak\u0131\u201d mahn\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 sifari\u015f etdi. Erm\u0259ni m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nni oxuma\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, h\u0259min masadak\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn adamlar \u2013 qoca arvad, cavan xan\u0131mlar, balaca u\u015faqlar durub oynad\u0131lar. C\u0259mi 10 n\u0259f\u0259r olard\u0131lar. Onlar\u0131n suyu m\u0259n\u0259 yad g\u0259lirdi. S\u0259n dem\u0259 oynayanlar da erm\u0259nil\u0259rdir. T\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbd\u0259n donub qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. El\u0259 bil, kims\u0259 m\u0259nim d\u00fcz \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 varyoxumu s\u00f6y\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bu erm\u0259nil\u0259r rusca oxunan \u201cCan Bak\u0131\u201d mahn\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 bir \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259 oynay\u0131rd\u0131lar ki&#8230; Art\u0131q \u0259s\u0259bd\u0259n ayaqlar\u0131m \u0259sm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131. Ofisiant \u0130ntiqam\u0131 yen\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m. El\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259kdim ki, \u0130ntiqam m\u0259nim \u0259v\u0259zim\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u201cQarda\u015f, bunlar erm\u0259nidir, amma Bak\u0131 erm\u0259nil\u0259ridir. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259, bizim mahn\u0131lar\u0131 bel\u0259 \u00e7ox ist\u0259yirl\u0259r.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbd\u0259n bilmirdim n\u0259 deyim. Sanki, erm\u0259ninin f\u0259rqi d\u0259 var. Atalar demi\u015fk\u0259n, \u201c\u0130lan\u0131n a\u011f\u0131na da l\u0259n\u0259t, qaras\u0131na da&#8230;\u201d. N\u0259 is\u0259&#8230; Dostlar\u0131mdan icaz\u0259 ist\u0259yib, lavaboya \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m. \u018fl-\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc yudum, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.Yenid\u0259n masaya qay\u0131td\u0131m. Dostlar\u0131m is\u0259 \u201c\u018fhm\u0259d, bura Moskvad\u0131r. Burada az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131-erm\u0259ni problemi yoxdur\u201d deyirdil\u0259r. Dostlar\u0131m oldu\u011fundan onlar\u0131n x\u0259trin\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259k ist\u0259mirdim. Nec\u0259 d\u0259 olsa, az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131lard\u0131r, bu V\u0259t\u0259nin \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yini, suyunu yeyibl\u0259r. Amma bu g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcml\u0259 d\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fmaq fikrim yox idi. Odur ki, ofisiant \u0130ntiqam\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131b mahn\u0131 sifari\u015f verm\u0259yin qiym\u0259tini soru\u015fdum. 500 rubl idi, bizim pulla 15 AZN. Cibimd\u0259n 500 rubl \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b \u0130ntiqama verdim v\u0259 o erm\u0259ni m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nnid\u0259n bir Az\u0259rbaycan mahn\u0131s\u0131 oxuma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259dim. Ofisiant pulu erm\u0259niy\u0259 uzad\u0131b ist\u0259yimi ona \u00e7atd\u0131rd\u0131. Erm\u0259ni m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nni Az\u0259rbaycan dilind\u0259 yaln\u0131z iki mahn\u0131 bildiyini s\u00f6yl\u0259di \u2013 \u201cDa\u015fl\u0131 qala\u201d v\u0259 \u201cTut a\u011fac\u0131 boyunca&#8230;\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259li olma\u011f\u0131ma az qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bayaqdan erm\u0259ni v\u0259 rus dill\u0259rind\u0259 onlarla mahn\u0131 oxuyan erm\u0259ni d\u0131\u011fas\u0131 az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 restoran\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fa-\u00e7al\u0131\u015fa yaln\u0131z iki mahn\u0131 bilir. \u201cL\u0259n\u0259t s\u0259n\u0259, erm\u0259ni\u201d deyib, \u201cTut a\u011fac\u0131 boyunca&#8230;\u201d mahn\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 oxuma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259dim. Erm\u0259ninin sif\u0259tind\u0259 yum\u015faq bir naraz\u0131\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q hissini duydum. Amma yen\u0259 oxuma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. \u0130lahi, indiy\u0259 kimi \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc bu q\u0259d\u0259r al\u00e7alm\u0131\u015f v\u0259 t\u0259hqir olunmu\u015f hiss el\u0259m\u0259mi\u015fdim. \u0130ndiy\u0259 kimi \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc d\u0259 he\u00e7 tan\u0131mam\u0131\u015fam. Bu q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0259brsiz, k\u00f6vr\u0259k v\u0259 v\u0259t\u0259np\u0259rv\u0259r oldu\u011fumu bilmirdim. Erm\u0259ni m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nni h\u0259min mahn\u0131n\u0131 buc\u00fcr oxuyurdu: \u201cTut e\u011feci buyunca, tut yemedim duyunca. Yori hasratda qordim, tut yumadim buyunce.\u201d Buc\u00fcr oxumaq qula\u011f\u0131ma \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc saxlaya bilm\u0259dim, \u0259s\u0259bd\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rim ya\u015fard\u0131, \u0259trafdak\u0131lar a\u011flama\u011f\u0131m\u0131 duymas\u0131nlar dey\u0259, q\u0259fil yerimd\u0259n qalx\u0131b lavaboya qa\u00e7d\u0131m. S\u00f6z\u00fcn h\u0259qiqi m\u0259nas\u0131nda qa\u00e7d\u0131m. \u00c7\u00fcnki, buna tab g\u0259tirm\u0259y\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fcm yox idi art\u0131q. Lavaboda \u0259l-\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc yudum, divar\u0131 yumruqlad\u0131m, g\u00fczg\u00fcy\u0259 bax\u0131b o ki var i\u00e7imi bo\u015faltd\u0131m. \u201cKi\u015fi he\u00e7 vaxt a\u011flamaz\u201d deyibl\u0259r, amma qeyr\u0259timizin tapdanmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fckd\u0259 v\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 ed\u0259 bilm\u0259dikd\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc tuta bilm\u0259dim. \u00d6z\u00fcm tez lavaboya qa\u00e7d\u0131m ki, he\u00e7 olmasa a\u011flama\u011f\u0131m\u0131 erm\u0259nil\u0259r g\u00f6rm\u0259sin. \u00c7\u00fcnki, m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nni erm\u0259nid\u0259n ba\u015fqa, qon\u015fu masada da xeyli erm\u0259ni oturmu\u015fdu. T\u00fcrk o\u011flu t\u00fcrk oldu\u011fumdan, t\u0259klikd\u0259 a\u011flama\u011fa q\u0259rar verdim. Amma i\u00e7imd\u0259 alovlar qaynay\u0131rd\u0131, \u00e7\u00fcnki bu a\u011flamaq acizlik v\u0259 m\u0259\u011flubiyy\u0259t a\u011flama\u011f\u0131 deyildi. Bu, nifr\u0259t v\u0259 soyuqqanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n q\u0259lbimd\u0259 h\u00f6kmran olmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn i\u00e7imd\u0259ki k\u00f6vr\u0259kliyi bay\u0131ra atmaq m\u0259qs\u0259dil\u0259 a\u011flamaq idi.<\/p>\n<p>\u018fl-\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc yuyub yenid\u0259n masaya qay\u0131td\u0131m. Dostlar\u0131m qorxudan dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u00c7\u00fcnki, bilirdil\u0259r ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn hirsimi onlardan \u00e7\u0131xa bil\u0259r\u0259m. Odur ki, yem\u0259yimizi yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qoyub, getm\u0259k q\u0259rar\u0131na g\u0259ldik. Art\u0131q qap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131q ki, naraz\u0131 \u0259hval-ruhiyy\u0259mizi anlayan restoran adminstratoru m\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b \u201cQarda\u015f\u0131m, buran\u0131n sahibi \u0259slind\u0259 Bak\u0131 y\u0259hudisidir, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 erm\u0259ni m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nnisinin oxuma\u011f\u0131na icaz\u0259 verilib\u201d dedi. Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rin \u0259slind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 b\u0259ra\u0259t qazand\u0131rmaq v\u0259 eyni zamanda m\u0259ni \u201cyola verm\u0259k\u201d m\u0259qs\u0259dil\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259ndiyini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. Amma s\u00f6z alt\u0131nda qalma\u011f\u0131 da xo\u015flam\u0131ram v\u0259 h\u0259min adminstratora \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc tutub \u201cAy brat, s\u0259n ki, az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131san, burada \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlar da az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131lard\u0131r. Erm\u0259ni d\u0131\u011fas\u0131n\u0131n bizi t\u0259hqir etm\u0259sini nec\u0259 q\u0259bul edirsiniz?! Ax\u0131 \u0259n az\u0131ndan onun oxuduqlar\u0131 sizin d\u0259 qulaqlar\u0131n\u0131za q\u0259d\u0259r gedib \u00e7at\u0131r. Adam olun, 5 manat az qazan\u0131n, amma kimliyinizi ayaq alt\u0131na atmay\u0131n.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 fayda?! E\u015f\u015f\u0259k boyda adama bir Quran s\u00f6z dedim, boyundan-ba\u015f\u0131ndan utanmad\u0131 v\u0259 \u201cN\u0259 is\u0259&#8230; d\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259r\u201d dem\u0259kl\u0259 bizi qap\u0131dan yola sald\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>O g\u00fcn, bu g\u00fcn, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259 bilmir\u0259m, valla. Nec\u0259 ola bil\u0259r ki, 30 mind\u0259n \u00e7ox h\u0259mv\u0259t\u0259nl\u0259rimizin q\u0259tlin\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b olmu\u015f, bir milyona q\u0259d\u0259r az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131n\u0131n qa\u00e7q\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b olan bir mill\u0259tin n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259ril\u0259 i\u015f birliyi qurmaq olar?! H\u0259l\u0259 erm\u0259ni d\u0131\u011fas\u0131n\u0131 g\u0259tirib \u00f6z restoran\u0131nda nec\u0259 m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nni kimi i\u015fl\u0259tm\u0259k olar?! \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 bu erm\u0259ni d\u0131\u011fas\u0131 Az\u0259rbaycan dilind\u0259 d\u00fcz-\u0259m\u0259lli he\u00e7 2-3 d\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 mahn\u0131 bilmir. Ax\u0131 v\u0259t\u0259np\u0259rv\u0259rlik t\u0259kc\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycanda olark\u0259n olmamal\u0131d\u0131r. Biz bu V\u0259t\u0259nin \u00f6vlad\u0131y\u0131qsa, harada olma\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan, n\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olma\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan as\u0131l\u0131 olmayaraq, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 milli maraqlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcn tutmal\u0131, V\u0259t\u0259nin bizim oldu\u011funu v\u0259 bizim d\u0259 V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 olma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bir an bel\u0259 unutmamal\u0131y\u0131q. \u00c7\u00fcnki, V\u0259t\u0259n sad\u0259c\u0259 torpaq deyil, V\u0259t\u0259n m\u0259n, s\u0259n, m\u0259nim, s\u0259nin atan-anan, m\u0259nim, s\u0259nin qarda\u015f\u0131n-bac\u0131n, m\u0259nim, s\u0259nin ni\u015fanl\u0131s\u0131, h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131, k\u00f6rp\u0259si, balas\u0131 dem\u0259kdir&#8230; Odur ki, V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t etdikd\u0259, bu insanlar\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na g\u0259tir\u0259k, sad\u0259c\u0259 torpaqlara deyil, h\u0259m d\u0259 bu yax\u0131nlar\u0131m\u0131za x\u0259yan\u0259t etdiyimizi ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259liyik.<\/p>\n<p>\u018fslind\u0259, erm\u0259nil\u0259rl\u0259 i\u015f birliyi yapanlar\u0131 \u201cV\u0259t\u0259n xaini\u201d adland\u0131rmazd\u0131m. He\u00e7 onlar\u0131 m\u00fchakim\u0259 d\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259z. Atas\u0131n\u0131, anas\u0131n\u0131, bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131, q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 satanlar\u0131 n\u0259 zaman m\u00fchakim\u0259 edibl\u0259r ki?! Bel\u0259 insanlar\u0131 sad\u0259c\u0259 v\u0259 sad\u0259c\u0259 \u201cb\u0259db\u0259xt\u201d, \u201czavall\u0131\u201d v\u0259 \u201cpeys\u0259r\u201d adland\u0131rard\u0131m!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><strong>\u018fhm\u0259d \u015eahidov<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Onlar\u0131 \u201cV\u0259t\u0259n xaini\u201d adland\u0131rmaq d\u00fczg\u00fcn olmazd\u0131, onlar sad\u0259c\u0259 b\u0259db\u0259xtl\u0259rdir! On g\u00fcnd\u00fcr ki, Moskvadan qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fam. T\u0259hsiliml\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 s\u0259kkiz g\u00fcn Moskvada qalas\u0131 oldum. Bu m\u00fcdd\u0259t \u0259rzind\u0259 Moskvan\u0131 xeyli g\u0259zdim.\u00a0H\u0259m bu n\u0259h\u0259ng \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[236,5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-638","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-articles","category-article"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/shahidov.com\/en\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/638","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/shahidov.com\/en\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/shahidov.com\/en\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shahidov.com\/en\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shahidov.com\/en\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=638"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/shahidov.com\/en\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/638\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12490,"href":"https:\/\/shahidov.com\/en\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/638\/revisions\/12490"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/shahidov.com\/en\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=638"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shahidov.com\/en\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=638"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shahidov.com\/en\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=638"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}