{"id":2467,"date":"2011-09-16T17:08:48","date_gmt":"2011-09-16T13:08:48","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/shahidov.com\/tr\/?p=2467"},"modified":"2020-03-12T15:06:35","modified_gmt":"2020-03-12T11:06:35","slug":"%c9%99lim-ur%c9%99yin-sur%c9%99tin%c9%99-cat-fotosessiya","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/shahidov.com\/tr\/?p=2467","title":{"rendered":"“\u018fL\u0130M, \u00dcR\u018fY\u0130N S\u00dcR\u018fT\u0130N\u018f \u00c7AT” – Fotosessiya"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a>\u018fhm\u0259d \u015eahidov: \u201cH\u0259r bir \u015feirimin h\u0259d\u0259f insanlar\u0131 var\u201d<\/strong>
\n\u201cS\u0259n d\u0259 yer ver a\u015fka\u201d adl\u0131 kitab\u0131 yenic\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f g\u0259nc alim, f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259 doktoru \u018fhm\u0259d \u015eahidov d\u0259v\u0259timizi q\u0259bul edib Kulis.az-\u0131n qona\u011f\u0131 oldu. \u018f.\u015eahidov hesab edir ki, poeziyan\u0131n konkret \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259si yoxdur; \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck arzusu insanlar\u0131n q\u0259lbind\u0259 bir iz qoymaq, imkan olarsa, bu xalq\u0131 k\u00f6k\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259kdir. O, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr ki, ictimai fikr\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 nizamlamaq yanl\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. Kim\u0259s\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131la-s\u0131x\u0131la ya\u015famaq do\u011fru deyil.
\nXalq \u015fairi Z\u0259limxan Yaqubu iqtidar\u0131 m\u0259dh ed\u0259n \u015feirl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 deyil, istedad\u0131na v\u0259 pafosuna g\u00f6r\u0259 sevir. Kimins\u0259 onun \u015feirl\u0259rini oxumamas\u0131 onu narahat etmir. O \u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr v\u0259 he\u00e7 k\u0259si t\u0259qlid etmir.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00c7ox sa\u011f olun ki, d\u0259v\u0259timizi q\u0259bul edib g\u0259lmisiniz. Oxucular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n sizi tan\u0131mas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz haqda m\u0259lumat ver\u0259rdiniz.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcm haqq\u0131nda onu dey\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m ki, 1982-ci ild\u0259 Qaxda anadan olmu\u015fam. U\u015faql\u0131qdan Bak\u0131dayam. Orta t\u0259hsilimi Bak\u0131da alm\u0131\u015fam. Daha sonra Slavyan Universitetinin Filologiya (rus dili v\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131) fak\u00fclt\u0259sini bitirmi\u015f\u0259m. Bakalavr t\u0259hsilini tamamlad\u0131qdan sonra ard\u0131c\u0131l olaraq magistratura v\u0259 aspirantura oxudum. 2009-cu ild\u0259 elmi i\u015fimi m\u00fcdafi\u0259 el\u0259dim v\u0259 26 ya\u015f\u0131mda f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259 doktoru elmi d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259sini ald\u0131m.<\/p>\n

– Elmi i\u015finin m\u00f6vzusu n\u0259 idi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– “Rus v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan dill\u0259rind\u0259 heca v\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn sillabik qurulu\u015fu” (ikihecal\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u0259r \u0259sas\u0131nda) m\u0259nim elmi i\u015fimdir. H\u0259rd\u0259n dostlar\u0131m zarafatla deyir ki, adam da hecadan m\u00fcdafi\u0259 edib alim olarm\u0131?! Amma filologiya elmind\u0259 s\u00f6zl\u0259r \u0259sasd\u0131r. Biz tez-tez deyirik ki, dilimiz z\u0259ngindir, t\u00fcrk dill\u0259ri ail\u0259sin\u0259 aiddir, t\u00fcrk dilind\u0259n \u00e7oxlu s\u00f6zl\u0259r ke\u00e7ib dilimiz\u0259 v\u0259 s. Biz\u0259 daha \u00e7ox s\u00f6z laz\u0131md\u0131r. \u0130ndi d\u00fcnya \u00e7ox maddil\u0259\u015fib, s\u00f6zd\u0259n, hecadan m\u00fcdafi\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 istehzayla bax\u0131rlar. Ancaq bu, d\u00fczg\u00fcn yana\u015fma deyil. \u0130ndi fikirl\u0259\u015firl\u0259r ki, \u0259sl alimlik n\u00fcv\u0259d\u0259n m\u00fcdafi\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259kdir. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrl\u0259r ki, atom bombas\u0131 k\u0259\u015ff el\u0259s\u0259k v\u0259 bu bomban\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb Erm\u0259nistana atsaq, bu olacaq v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 fayda. Bu, daha \u00e7ox material yana\u015fmad\u0131r. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, bu z\u0259man\u0259 il\u0259 daha \u00e7ox ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r. M\u0259nim istiqam\u0259tim budur, m\u0259n ist\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259 h\u00fcquqdan yaza bilm\u0259zdim, \u00e7\u00fcnki m\u0259n filoloqam. Sonra m\u0259n Rusiya Federasiyas\u0131 Prezidenti yan\u0131nda D\u00f6vl\u0259t \u0130dar\u0259\u00e7ilik Akademiyas\u0131na d\u0259v\u0259t ald\u0131m v\u0259 haz\u0131rda ikinci ali t\u0259hsilimi orada davam etdirir\u0259m. Qiyabi t\u0259hsil al\u0131ram v\u0259 ild\u0259 45 g\u00fcn Moskvada d\u0259rsimiz olur. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259tin olsa da, orada doktorantura t\u0259hsili almaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Orada y\u0259qin ki, m\u00fcdafi\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u00fcquqdan m\u00f6vzu g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb m\u00fcdafi\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.
\n\u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r jurnalist v\u0259 t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259\u00e7i kimi \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam. 2006-c\u0131 ild\u0259n Rusiyada \u015f\u0259xsi m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259rim yaran\u0131b v\u0259 \u201cNovoe Russkoe Slovo\u201d q\u0259zetinin Az\u0259rbaycan \u00fczr\u0259 m\u00fcxbiri i\u015fl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Bildiyimiz q\u0259d\u0259r iki ildir poeziya il\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011fulsuz…<\/strong><\/p>\n

– B\u0259li, iki ildir poeziya il\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011fulam. Y\u0259ni, iki ildir \u015feir yazma\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fam. M\u0259nim h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u015fairl\u0259r\u0259, yaz\u0131 adamlar\u0131na \u201ca\u011f pax\u0131ll\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u201d olub. \u0130st\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m ki, m\u0259nim d\u0259 bir \u0259s\u0259rim olsun, oxunsun. M\u0259nim g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 \u015fairl\u0259r, yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar g\u00fcnahs\u0131z insanlard\u0131r. M\u0259nc\u0259, onlar\u0131n g\u00fcnah\u0131 olmur, m\u0259nc\u0259, onlar s\u0259hv ed\u0259 bilm\u0259zl\u0259r. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, d\u00fcnyadak\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015fairl\u0259r, yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar \u0259n saf insanlard\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– Xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram ki, s\u0259n ilk tan\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fumuz d\u00f6vrl\u0259rd\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n xahi\u015f etmi\u015fdin ki, s\u0259ni Z\u0259limxan Yaqubla tan\u0131\u015f el\u0259yim. Ondan sonra ba\u015flad\u0131n yazma\u011fa, yoxsa \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r d\u0259 yaz\u0131rd\u0131n?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– H\u0259r zaman i\u00e7imd\u0259 yazma\u011fa h\u0259v\u0259s olub. Ancaq 2010-cu ilin \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259ri idi, Moskvada t\u0259klik, t\u0259nhal\u0131q i\u00e7ind\u0259 idim. \u00c7ox dar\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131m, k\u00f6vr\u0259lirdim. H\u0259r g\u00fcn anam z\u0259ng edirdi, dan\u0131\u015fanda m\u0259ni danlay\u0131rd\u0131 ki, \u201coxuya-oxuya gedirs\u0259n, \u00f6mr\u00fcn d\u0259 bel\u0259 ke\u00e7ib gedir. Oxumaqla h\u0259r \u015fey bitmir\u201d v\u0259 s. Dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa adam yox idi. Ruslarla da al\u0131nm\u0131r m\u00fcnasib\u0259t. Ruslarla m\u00fcnasib\u0259t, m\u0259n\u0259vi yax\u0131nl\u0131q al\u0131nm\u0131r. T\u0259k qald\u0131\u011f\u0131m zamanlarda \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb n\u0259 is\u0259 yazmaq. \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 yazd\u0131qlar\u0131ma \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Facebookda payla\u015fanda da b\u0259zi dostlar\u0131m zarafat edirdil\u0259r. M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, h\u0259tta \u0259n m\u0259nas\u0131z yaz\u0131ya da, bir d\u0259linin yazd\u0131qlar\u0131na da g\u00fclm\u0259k olmaz. M\u0259n bacard\u0131\u011f\u0131m kimi yaz\u0131ram, kimis\u0259 t\u0259qlid el\u0259mir\u0259m v\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fcm buna \u00e7at\u0131r. M\u0259n h\u0259yata bel\u0259 bax\u0131ram v\u0259 k\u0259nardan \u00f6z yazd\u0131qlar\u0131ma baxanda da anormall\u0131q hiss el\u0259mir\u0259m. M\u00fcasir postmodern \u015fairl\u0259r heca v\u0259znind\u0259 yox, s\u0259rb\u0259st v\u0259znd\u0259 yaz\u0131rlar v\u0259 \u00e7ox s\u0259rb\u0259stdirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– M\u00fcasir q\u0259l\u0259m adamlar\u0131ndan, postmodernistl\u0259rd\u0259n naraz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Yox, naraz\u0131 deyil\u0259m. \u00d6z\u00fcm onlar kimi ola bilmir\u0259m. H\u0259r\u00e7\u0259nd ki, m\u0259n d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc yaza bil\u0259r\u0259m. M\u0259n ictimai r\u0259yl\u0259 hesabla\u015f\u0131ram. Bir az ail\u0259mi, bir az dostlar\u0131m\u0131 fikirl\u0259\u015fir\u0259m. T\u0259hsilimi, \u00e7evr\u0259mi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m v\u0259 ist\u0259diyimi yaza bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Bu \u015feirl\u0259r ist\u0259diyiniz \u015feirl\u0259r deyil?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0130st\u0259diyim \u015feirl\u0259rdir, ancaq ist\u0259diyimin ham\u0131s\u0131 deyil. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, evd\u0259 anam oxuyar, xo\u015funa g\u0259lm\u0259z, dostlar\u0131m oxuyar, xo\u015flar\u0131na g\u0259lm\u0259z v\u0259 m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc m\u0259hdudla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

– Facebookda dig\u0259r \u015fairl\u0259rd\u0259n daha \u00e7ox m\u00fczakir\u0259 olunursunuz. \u015eeirl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7oxlu \u015f\u0259rhl\u0259r g\u0259lir, \u015feirl\u0259rinizi payla\u015f\u0131rlar. M\u00fczakir\u0259 olunursan. Bu n\u0259 il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0259n el\u0259 adamam ki, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nim yoxdur. Hesab edir\u0259m ki, h\u0259r bir insana yax\u0131nla\u015facaq, onun daxili al\u0259min\u0259 yol tapa bil\u0259c\u0259k bir giri\u015f n\u00f6qt\u0259si var. Dig\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n, m\u0259nim \u00e7ox m\u00fczakir\u0259 olunma\u011f\u0131m\u0131n s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259rind\u0259n biri d\u0259 dostlar\u0131m\u0131n \u00e7ox olmas\u0131d\u0131r. H\u0259m d\u0259 m\u0259ni k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 kimi tan\u0131y\u0131rlar. M\u0259n son \u00fc\u00e7-d\u00f6rd il\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f u\u015fa\u011fam. Az\u0259rbaycanda bel\u0259 bir stereotip var ki, komp\u00fcterl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olan insana qeyri-ciddi bax\u0131rlar. Bu s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n m\u0259nim \u00e7evr\u0259m, \u0259hat\u0259m geni\u015fdir. M\u0259n d\u0259 ham\u0131 kimi b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 \u201csamakat\u201d s\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. Dostlar\u0131m h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259nim yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feirl\u0259rl\u0259 zarafat etm\u0259yi xo\u015flay\u0131rlar. Ancaq m\u0259n buna \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015fmir\u0259m. Ancaq tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m adam bu dostlar\u0131ma bax\u0131b m\u0259niml\u0259 zarafat el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259, m\u0259ni t\u0259hqir el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanda ona imkan vermir\u0259m. Bu c\u00fcr adamlar n\u0259d\u0259n z\u00f6vq al\u0131rlar, n\u0259d\u0259n xo\u015flan\u0131rlar, bu m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131r. \u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m ki, \u00f6lk\u0259md\u0259 bel\u0259 adamlar olsun. \u018fn son halda internetin, Facebookun imkanlar\u0131 geni\u015fdir, bu c\u00fcr adamlara blok qoyuram. M\u0259n daha \u00e7ox insanlar\u0131 sevindirm\u0259yi xo\u015flay\u0131ram v\u0259 ba\u015fqalar\u0131na la\u011f ed\u0259nl\u0259ri ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– \u018fhm\u0259d, m\u0259n s\u0259nin kitab\u0131nda toplanan \u015feirl\u0259ri \u00e7ap olunmam\u0131\u015fdan qabaq oxumu\u015fam, m\u00f6vzular\u0131n r\u0259ngar\u0259ngdir. Ancaq bilm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259rdim s\u0259n\u0259 daha \u00e7ox do\u011fma olan m\u00f6vzu hans\u0131d\u0131r?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0259n yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feirl\u0259ri \u00f6z sayt\u0131ma, bloquma qoyanda ba\u015fqalar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yox, do\u011fmalar\u0131m\u0131n v\u0259 m\u0259ni sev\u0259nl\u0259rin oxumas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qoyuram. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, atama, anama yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feirl\u0259ri ancaq onlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yaz\u0131ram. \u018fg\u0259r anam bir \u015feirimi oxuyub sevinirs\u0259, m\u0259n\u0259 bir st\u0259kan \u00e7ay s\u00fcz\u00fcb g\u0259tirirs\u0259, bu, m\u0259n\u0259 xo\u015fdur. \u018fsas sevgi \u015feirl\u0259rin\u0259, h\u0259sr\u0259tli, nisgilli \u015feirl\u0259r\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcnl\u00fck verir\u0259m. Sevgid\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t olmayanda daha \u00e7ox kef-damaq t\u0259siri ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131r. Kimis\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259k, oturub a\u011flamaq, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259k adama xo\u015f g\u0259lir. Ancaq Allah b\u00fct\u00fcn sevgil\u0259rin sonunu yax\u015f\u0131 el\u0259sin.<\/p>\n

– Siz\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lmir ki, sevgid\u0259n yazan \u015fairl\u0259rin \u00e7oxu nakam sevgid\u0259n yaz\u0131r?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0259nc\u0259, insan\u0131n n\u0259y\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131 varsa, ondan da yaz\u0131r. \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, inanm\u0131ram ki, hans\u0131sa varl\u0131, imkanl\u0131 \u015fair kas\u0131b\u00e7\u0131l\u0131qdan yazs\u0131n. Anas\u0131 sa\u011f-salamat olan adam inanm\u0131ram ki, ana nisgilind\u0259n yazs\u0131n. Bunu yazmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn hardasa anan\u0131 itirm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r ki, bu nisgili real q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 ala bil\u0259s\u0259n. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, Vaqif Bayatl\u0131 Od\u0259r bulvarda t\u0259k g\u0259zir, \u00f6z\u00fc-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r. M\u0259nc\u0259, Nizami d\u0259, F\u00fczuli d\u0259 bel\u0259 \u015fair olub. M\u0259n ona kostyumu, v\u0259zif\u0259ni, bahal\u0131 ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yara\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131ram. Bel\u0259 olsa, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6zd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r, sevilm\u0259z.<\/p>\n

– Facebookda \u015fair\u0259 R\u0259biq\u0259 Nazimq\u0131z\u0131 t\u0259xmin\u0259n bel\u0259 bir sual verib ki, kitab\u0131 n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m ki, insanlar oldu\u011fu kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcns\u00fcn v\u0259 tan\u0131ns\u0131n. Sual\u0131n tonundan bel\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm ki, R\u0259biq\u0259 Nazimq\u0131z\u0131 m\u0259nim kitab\u0131m\u0131n \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131n\u0131 do\u011fru hesab el\u0259mir. Onun kriteriyalar\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259, m\u0259nim kitab\u0131m a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 s\u0259viyy\u0259lidirs\u0259, oxumaya bil\u0259r. Ancaq m\u0259n bunu evd\u0259 saxlamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yazmam\u0131\u015fam. Onun z\u00f6vq\u00fcnc\u0259 olmaya bil\u0259r m\u0259nim yazd\u0131qlar\u0131m. Ancaq bu, m\u0259n\u0259m v\u0259 bu, m\u0259nim \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fct\u0259sdiqimdir. \u018fg\u0259r Facebookda \u015f\u0259rh yazan 100 n\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259n 5-i \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n t\u0259brik yaz\u0131rsa, m\u0259ni t\u0259brik edirs\u0259, bu 5 n\u0259f\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ya\u015fama\u011fa d\u0259y\u0259r. M\u0259n oldu\u011fum kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259kd\u0259n utanm\u0131ram. M\u0259nc\u0259, R\u0259biq\u0259 Nazimq\u0131z\u0131 m\u0259ni oxumaya bil\u0259r, ancaq qohumlar\u0131m, dostlar\u0131m oxuyur v\u0259 bu, yet\u0259rlidir.<\/p>\n

– Elnur Abdullayev sual verir ki, \u018fhm\u0259d \u015eahidov n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, kim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yaz\u0131r?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– H\u0259r bir \u015feirimin h\u0259d\u0259f insanlar\u0131 var. M\u0259n atam \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, anam \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, dostlar\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yaz\u0131ram. Sevgi \u015feirl\u0259ri daxili d\u00fcnyam\u0131n t\u0259zah\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

– Sevgilin var?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– B\u0259li, sevgilim var.<\/p>\n

– Sevgi \u015feirl\u0259rini onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yaz\u0131rsan?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yaz\u0131ram, \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yaz\u0131ram. M\u0259nim kimi duy\u011fusu olan insanlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yaz\u0131ram. M\u0259nim kimi ya\u015fayan insanlara dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m ki, siz t\u0259k deyilsiniz?<\/p>\n

– Oxucumuz yaz\u0131r ki, siz d\u00fcnyada n\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 \u015fahid oldunuz?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dey\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m ki, \u00e7ox \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. Bu, yek\u0259xanal\u0131q olar. M\u0259n 10-15 \u00f6lk\u0259 g\u0259zmi\u015f\u0259m. Ancaq m\u0259nim d\u00fcnyam Az\u0259rbaycanla m\u0259hdudla\u015f\u0131r. \u00c7\u00fcnki g\u0259zdiyim \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 ancaq yax\u015f\u0131 \u015feyl\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm, yax\u015f\u0131 \u015feyl\u0259ri g\u00f6st\u0259rirdil\u0259r. Ax\u0131 q\u0131sa s\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyi g\u00f6rm\u0259k olmur. M\u0259n \u00e7ox ist\u0259rdim ki, \u0259limd\u0259 imkan olsa, bu xalq\u0131 k\u00f6k\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u0259yi\u015fim. \u0130nsanlar bir-birin\u0259 sevgiyl\u0259 yana\u015fs\u0131n. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, olmaz ki, \u018fhm\u0259di v\u0259 ya bir ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259hqir ed\u0259s\u0259n?! Ax\u0131 m\u0259n d\u0259 bu xalq\u0131n o\u011fluyam.<\/p>\n

– Oxucu soru\u015fur ki n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u201ce\u015fq\u201d, yox \u201ca\u015fk\u201d?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u201cYer ver a\u015fka\u201d ideyas\u0131 m\u0259nim m\u0259hsulum deyil. M\u0259n bu \u015feiri yazanda Rusiyada ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131m. \u0130mkan\u0131m yox idi h\u0259r g\u00fcn tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f imzalarla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb n\u0259 is\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259. M\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir ba\u015flan\u011f\u0131c, bir giri\u015f laz\u0131m idi. T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 kanallar\u0131n\u0131n birind\u0259 \u201cYer ver a\u015fka\u201d adl\u0131 bir mahn\u0131 dinl\u0259dim v\u0259 bu, m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu \u015feiri yazma\u011fa giri\u015f oldu. M\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u015feir, poeziya standartlara s\u0131\u011fm\u0131r v\u0259 he\u00e7 k\u0259s dey\u0259 bilm\u0259z ki, n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u201ce\u015fq\u201d yox, \u201ca\u015fk\u201d yazm\u0131\u015fam. E\u015fq s\u00f6z\u00fc bu \u015feird\u0259 yerin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr. Hardasa y\u00fcng\u00fcl h\u0259yat t\u0259rzi, \u0259yl\u0259nc\u0259, ey\u015f-i\u015fr\u0259t anlam\u0131na g\u0259lir. Ancaq \u201ca\u015fk\u201d daha g\u00f6z\u0259ldir. \u0130kinci arqumentim d\u0259 odur ki, bildiyim orijinal variant budur. Bir d\u0259, ax\u0131 m\u0259n t\u0259kc\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yazm\u0131ram. M\u0259nim Anadolu t\u00fcrkc\u0259sind\u0259 d\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259rim var. He\u00e7 k\u0259s dey\u0259 bilm\u0259z ki, niy\u0259 Anadolu t\u00fcrkc\u0259sind\u0259 yaz\u0131rsan?!<\/p>\n

– Rusca \u015feirl\u0259r yaz\u0131rsan?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Yox, rus dilini bils\u0259m d\u0259, bu dild\u0259 yazm\u0131ram. Rus dili m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259cn\u0259bi dildir. Elmi i\u015fimd\u0259 \u0259sas n\u0259z\u0259riyy\u0259 budur ki, \u00f6z dilini yax\u015f\u0131 bilm\u0259y\u0259n \u0259cn\u0259bi dili \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259 bilm\u0259z. M\u0259n Az\u0259rbaycanca d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb yaz\u0131ram. T\u0259l\u0259sir\u0259m yazanda. H\u0259tta \u0259limd\u0259n t\u0259l\u0259b edir\u0259m ki, \u0259lim, \u00fcr\u0259yin s\u00fcr\u0259tin\u0259 \u00e7at. H\u0259r bir insan xarici dil \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn birinci \u00f6z dilini yax\u015f\u0131 bilm\u0259lidir. Kims\u0259 rusca yaz\u0131rsa, m\u0259n buna yax\u015f\u0131 baxm\u0131ram, m\u0259nc\u0259, bu, saxtad\u0131r. \u0130lham g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259, qafiy\u0259 axtarma\u011fa vaxt itirmir\u0259m. T\u0259l\u0259sir\u0259m ki, tez yaz\u0131m.<\/p>\n

– Seymur Quliyev adl\u0131 oxucu Facebookda soru\u015fur ki, \u018fhm\u0259d \u015eahidov hans\u0131 yolun yol\u00e7usudur?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vallah, m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm bu bar\u0259d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m ki, \u015fair\u0259m, alim\u0259m v\u0259 ya jurnalist\u0259m. M\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc m\u0259hdudla\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131ram. M\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 dostlar\u0131ma deyir\u0259m ki, tikintid\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n f\u0259hl\u0259, m\u0259tbuatda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan jurnalist, elml\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olan alimdir. Ancaq bu, o dem\u0259k deyil ki, \u018fhm\u0259di Ziya B\u00fcnyadovla, Yusif M\u0259mm\u0259d\u0259liyevl\u0259 m\u00fcqayis\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259k olar. M\u0259nim konkret yolum yox, m\u0259qs\u0259dl\u0259rim var. \u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m ki, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m h\u0259yatda bir iz qoyum. M\u0259nim inand\u0131\u011f\u0131m d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259r var.<\/p>\n

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